The true story of a Cancer patient.
For those here only for the gore, the links are below. For all the story, please continue reading after
This website is dedicated to the abuse from my family, with the lead person being my older sister Malia Marie Godsey also known as Malia Flemings, mother of Justin Flemings, Megan Flemings and wife of Christopher Flemings. Those are her names used in Illinois. Her Westminster Colorado name was Malia Marie Brenning, wife of Joel Brenning, whom she married after my mother’s death in 1997. I’ll dive a little into the facts of my mother’s death because it does relate to my sister’s psychology in the near-death of her little brother.
I want to make it clear that this is not about my Aunt, who is also Malia Godsey, it is my sister, Malia Marie Godsey.
"...Gerald Godsey Jr, a very pleasant but unfortunate young man, came to my office with Stage IV colon cancer and a tumor in his bladder..."
Dr. Poolah, M.D., Springfield, IL
"The patient started Keytruda on 12/21/22 and was admitted to the hospital at Barnes Jewish Hospital 12/26/22 for hydronephrosis with stricture. Somehow at insistence of his sister the patient ended up being on Hospice Care but because of dramatic improvement of mass which decreased a lot patient took himself off Hospice Care and I think this is reasonable"
I’m Jerry Godsey Jr, also known as “Gerald” and my family calls me “J.R.” or “Bub.”
Sebastien Kairouz, M.D., Decatur, IL
I was diagnosed with Stage IV Colon Cancer. I discovered this because on three different occasions, I pissed myself without control. I had the constant need to urinate, but the results were not what it felt like - little urine came out. It was told to me that my colon created cells that went to, apparently, my bladder which became tumorous.
They really are. The worst.
This story is full of foul people - drug addicts, drug dealers, accused rapists, alcoholics, drug users (including me at the time), a ton of thieves, MC bikers, stalkers, exploitation, gang members, identity theft, hacking and some really gross women. Just to let you know, it also has a lot of men over 30 using Tic-Tok. Not me.
It does have some good things in this story, but most of it is not good - just to be clear. I will decorate this story with my unique sense of humor - albeit, at times, really dark humor.
I will keep adding stories about me and the people surrounding me during these times, so, if you want me to not include anything, email me and we'll come to a compromise, depending on the factors and other details.
People I include in this story are here for a reason, not to talk shit or for revenge. They chose to participate, whether it was for drugs, sex, money or just because they could.
About to leave to Decatur Memorial Emergency Room with this news, my medical appointments with various doctors and surgeons in-hand, it was suggested, or, rather, emphasized by a male nurse to place a catheter inside my penis. For... some reason? I'm not even sure why this happened. The doctor who diagnosed me mentioned nothing about it at all, merely, more or less nodding "Oh, yeah, I guess we could" as he walked away only after the nurse had all the preparation there, ready to do it.
It seemed to be unnecessary because there was not blockage or anything other then what is called a “nervous bladder.” It is when the tissues of the bladder minutely vibrate because of irritation, triggering your system needing to release your urine, usually because of an infection, whether there is a little amount or a lot. The irritation, in my case, was obviously the foreign object - the tumor.
After a biopsy, then a second biopsy, an abdominal fistula appeared. An abdominal fistula is an opening or tunnel that connects two or more organs or tissues in the abdomen. This resulted in a physical hole in my midsection which caused infection, sepsis, dehydration and malnutrition.
"Just for the record, the weather today is partly suspicious with chances of betrayal"
Diary
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